JANIN VAROUJANI
The Moodboard
Shocks,
Emotions,
Healing.
CHELOID
Inspired from my life.
The shocking part
When bad things happen to you, when life throws its rocks at you, you first make an attempt to avoid them and hide from them, but then you let yourself feel the pain, trying to get used to them. In a chaotic situation, where the pull and push factors are all around, in a state where the mind and the body struggle to reject and accept those pains at the same time, while the rocks keep coming in different shapes and sizes, they start to transform your body and your soul. Finally you accept them and they become a part of you.
The emotional part
After being shocked and the deformation, the body starts to press the pain deeper into your soul, into your veins, till the pain spreads in every part of your body, in every cell, with every movement and every thought. Here comes the moment when open bleeding wounds appear before they become infected, then they become dry before leaving their scars behind.
The Inspiration
The healing part
The wounds are already closed and dried. You have been in a though battle during this process. You have been in a chaos where you thought it will never end. But you start to see a hope, finally there is a light. Your skin starts to form itself and cover the sounds, changing the color, the texture and the feel. Your skin is smoother. However, with every touch you feel the scars, you see them. Although they will never go away, you will never feel the pain anymore. Those experiences are your sword, your shelter, and the scars are the medals of your victory.
You were deformed, hurt, but sharpened.
It’s in those moments that feel like the death of our dreams, where in fact the truest potential is taking birth.
In our pain we find our greatest power.
Success is not built on success, it’s built on failure, it’s built on frustration, it’s built on fears that you have to overcome.
Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand. Everytime we think we are being rejecterd from something good remember, we are just being redirecrted to something better.